psyche

Vivan indirectly reminded me to say that stuff that doesn’t exist exists if everyone thinks it does. Or it might as well. It’s like hyperreality. Strange, really.

I guess it’s my personal reality and connection to SEL that I’ve been trying to convey. I suppose it’s impossible, but still, I want people to be as happy/sad as I am. It’s a good feeling!

I was afraid that I would spend my life looking for something that isn’t there. Of course, my fears were allayed when I realised that by looking, I created what I was looking for and will find it even where it doesn’t exist. It’s like God. I don’t want irrationality, but I do want answers. I have to wait for real answers. I have to!

Pax