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I went to Will’s picnic. Hot Fuzz was funnier than I remember. So was Elliot. Conversation topics were thrilling (e.g. David Tennant’s eyes). First extended contact with Lucy and Claire; was disastrous - let Vivan down (promised him I’d be normal. Wasn’t.). Would like to explain myself; can’t, won’t, don’t need to. Had cake which Will’s mum made. Am disgusted by own failure in all walks of life.

Will not die quietly.

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