psyche

I think I’ve noted some more of my own major malfunctions. Firstly, I notice that most people are either so good at one particular thing and enjoy it so much that they know that that’s what they want to spend their life doing or of the other group which comprises those so good at so many things that they have a hard time making up their minds (and the really lucky ones are very good at everything but amazing at or particularly enjoy one particular thing and so have no trouble). I, alas, am simply mediocre. I can’t decide between computer science, maths and physics. Oh well.

Other people. The ones with friends you don’t know, secret girlfriends, interesting ambitions, good hearts. Everyone is like this, right? Not me. What you see is what you get. My time has come and gone. I stumbled and took faltering steps and tripped and messed up and pulled myself along the ground until I was out of the spotlight.

Know that I tried!

Pax