psyche

Windows Vista is floundering somewhere, Eton had cancelled earlier and nothing has happened. I realised at ten minutes to 1AM as I tried in vain to improve my very bad coursework essay that maybe I’m just not cut out for this “fencing” or “school” - I mean, I do try. It’s always too little, too late and the whole world is skewed in a way that means I can’t just put my head down and work. But I guess I’ll have to.

Pax